My Transitions from Indigo Child to
Crystal Adult
By Rita Smink
6 Years ago I felt that I had a mission, living between two worlds,
like being split from one part of myself. I started my search and
journey at inner levels. I was driven by an energy that I did not
understood at that time. In my daily life I was suffering with lots of
headaches and ear problems, like being in an airplane with a lot of
turbulence. I could not be with a lot of people or surrounded by lots of
noise.
I was very sensitive to colors and to people. I felt their pain and
emotions and I could look into their souls which gave me such a feeling
of panic that I wanted to run away from my life, which I did in
expression by moving from one place to the other. In this crisis, as I
can understand 6 years later, my soul was transforming from an indigo
into a crystal being. The transitions that I had to go through gave me
feelings of total lost which expressed itself into the fact that I could
not work anymore. So I felt terrible independent from the people around
me. My self esteem was very low.
After I moved from Holland, were I am born, to Belgium were I live at
the moment, I met my soul mate and connected with my twin flame in
spirit which brought my process into a quicker development. Being around
people with no spiritual energies was a way to be grounded as the
human-mind created in a world of illusion or masks. The change started
as a miracle by painting, this was the only way to express myself to the
outer world while I was in spirit most of the time. I felt so
misunderstood by the people around me which gave me such a terrible
lonely feeling of separation. I felt totally different and confused by
everything that I felt, “Who am I and what are my own feelings”? I was
like a soul without a face.
Nature, my animals and my art with colors gave me comfort and
relaxation. I also used gemstones and crystals to assist which helped me
very well. I developed a beautiful relationship with these mineral
beings of Mother Nature and this grounded me much more than the
human-mind. My painting helped me with my transitions into a crystal
adult and I can say out of my heart that I developed from out of my
inner being an art with healing light energies that gives relaxation and
comfort, some kind of “coming HOME” feeling. I paint with aquarelle to
connect with the water elements which connect us with the flow of life.
Colors can do so much to the soul. It comes on our iris and builds some
kind of portal that gives our physical body energy. By looking at a soul
I can feel what it needs to remove blocks in the body temple and to let
the energy flow again by using a combination of colors in a piece of
healing light art.
I am very grateful that I connect with spirit in all the things that I
do in daily life at the moment and that I can be of great help to build
the new society of truth and higher reality for who are open for the new
energies that are on earth to assist humankind in their evolution
process. This was always my call and I finally found my place and my way
to express this by my healing light Art to help this beautiful children:
Indigo, Crystal and Star Children to understand who they are and how to
use their powers to create the new world of spirit; our own reality of
the heart with passion and understanding of what kind of great beings we
are and what a beautiful mission these children have and with them we
can walk with ascended master and angels, touch the starts and have
friends for life, isn't it great to be alive !!!
I love you all, Rita Smink
Energy healer, Shamaness, Lightworker and multi-dimensional painter.
Be Love, Be Light, Be the Miracle
www.Twinrays.net